I can't believe two years and half have passed since i left High School. Growing up, i was never an ambitious or a dreamer so when life puts you on a stake where you have to choose for yourself on what you want or have to do in such a short amount of time, it gets really overwhelming, atleast for me.

And CS was never really a path i considered for myself, it always strikes me as a major that only smart people can keep up with, and i always thought, and very much aware that i don't have to attitude for it. But life really puts you in a situation sometimes, and here i am...

I have my own regrets too, but it's mostly on how many opportunities i've passed simply because i believe i wasn't capable enough for it, which might be partly true, who knows? I'm still in a constant state of discovery myself, and while at the time of writing i'm still unsure whether this is the life that i really wanna live for, one thing for sure is that, everything is foggy, and standing still won't help, so eventually i'll have to go through the fog by myself ...